Mugged Up and Repeated
Thursday, November 02, 2006
I regurgitated everything about I knew about the theme of education.
Everything except two crucial quotes. "I mug and repeat and they mug up and repeat in examinations" and "What about our roots?"
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That's what I thinking about that right now. But then again, there really isn't much point in crying over spilt milk now is there? The unseen was..fine. I had about 30 minutes to hammer out 2 answers of decent length and against all odds, I did.
CAN YOU STOP F*CKING HARPING ON ME? Giving me that "You're just being 'modest' about your lit, you bitch" look. There's no guarantee in this. No matter how I think I fared, it doesn't matter. I haven't obtained an A1 for Literature in 2 years so just...stop. I'm growing so unbelievably weary of you. I have trouble with remembering the quotes, I 'mug up' just about as much as everyone else and the only subject that comes naturally for me is English. Not Literature. Period.
Yes, my standard of English is higher than that of the average person. In the sense of vocabulary and grammer. That's it. I'm not boasting or anything, it's just fact. Does accurate English mean a high grade in Lit? F*ck no.
Because I lack a natural flair unlike some people I know - but that's okay with me.
Because I know I have talents in other areas besides putting my pen to paper.
I have had 'friends' (okay just one) stab me in the back for my supposed writing skills. But that's fine. Because I grew from that experience, I learnt from it, I dropped that 'friend'/'acquaintance' like a hot coal and I lost some of my naivety.
Point of this entry is: Shut the f*ck up about my 'writing skills' and my so called 'prowess' in English. Because I honestly think I will throw the contents of my stomach (Which believe me, is a lot considering there's a reason I'm overweight) up the next time I hear your self-righteous spiel and whining.
I know you won't ever read this but DAMN, whoever said blogging was cathartic was right~
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aureliaz out
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